Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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3:49 pm
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hello friends and strangers whose journals i read daily like my bedside book. i'm trashing this somekidonlj username cos it's a really dumb, wala lang username na maisip type of username and i'm moving to a ditzier username. cos... wala lang ulet. :)
if it ain't too much hassle, please add me: www.livejournal.com/~chelyness :)
i'll be adding you guys there, too. cos i'm addicted to reading your daily rants and camwhoring for some reason. ewan ko ba.
this is my 3rd username change.. the first two ones i abandoned but this one i really intend to keep. for my grandchildren to read. or not. whatever.
k. :) thanks!! :)
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Thursday, March 10th, 2005
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6:55 pm
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yiiii.
more blogs in life. cos i have this exciting life that overflows with millions of details worthy of noting down.
yea.
right.
whatever.
Anyway, Globe just cut my line. AGAIN. This is the friggin' 4th time they've done it since December (barely 4 months!) and I'm a paying client! The hell man. I definitely am not paying them millions or causing their business to exist but I pay what is due, therefore I deserve to be serviced efficiently. I don't believe in that stupid shit of a saying the customer is always right blah blah but heeeeeeeeell, let's just be fair!
Is that too utopian for this advertisement-powered Globe?!? AAAAARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
To say it has caused me inconvenience is even a conservative comment. ah TAE. kairita mehn.
ugh.
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Monday, February 28th, 2005
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12:35 am
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joseabelardorizal in plain olive karsones.
yiii. after 3 centuries, we finally have a photo of a guy wearing karsones.
next up, kids naman. but i doubt we'll be getting into doing karsones for kids na for orders.. i mean, it would just be a bit too difficult as of the moment to keep tab of all the measurements. now pa nga lang e. so.. for fun lang. :)
like now, everything's just fun fun fun. yiiii. :)
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Friday, February 18th, 2005
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3:00 am
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karsones.
take them to play. to work. to relax.
to party. to just about everywhere.
pair them with your havaianas.
topshop sandos. bikini top. basic white tee.
your favorite gimmick tube top. rainbow chucks.
bejewelled ballet flats. everyday shirt.
and the list goes on.
karsones. pants that let your imagination run.
www.karsones.blogspot.com
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Friday, February 11th, 2005
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8:21 am
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sushifrap, beachdude13, imaklutz, and those who tried to check out the site of karsones:
Something's wrong with my links. Hmm. Anyway, super sorry for that.. the link is: www.karsones.blogspot.com Please check the prices and other styles available at that page. We have new designs every now and then so please check out the site. The staples though are the ones that come plain. :) Thanks!!
Again, it's www.karsones.blogspot.com
Yiiiiii!! thanks!! :)
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Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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11:57 am - shameless plugging
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karsones.
take them to play. to work. to relax.
to party. to just about everywhere.
pair them with your havaianas.
topshop sandos. bikini top. basic white tee.
your favorite gimmick tube top. rainbow chucks.
bejewelled ballet flats. everyday shirt.
and the list goes on.
karsones. the pants that lets your imagination run.
For inquiries, text 0917 5305327 or email hsmkarsones.blogspot.com
Visit this site for other available designs.
current music: putumayo
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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
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12:39 pm
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last monday, deng and i went to the mulawin set in bulacan (thanks to bonbon with the red earrings!) to take some photos of this event GMA had: fanatxt meet and greet. anyway, the fanatxt mechanics is something like the fans text an artista and the artista replies (or a generated computer response at least). the meet and greet thingie gives the fans a chance to meet their idols should they be chosen from the roster of fanatxters or whatever you call them. SO ANYWAY.. last monday was their chance to meet angel locsin aka alwina. and deng & i were supposed to take photos of the said meet and greet event. unfortunately, walang nakarating na fans. odiba ang cute nila. therefore, ako na lang. and 2 other GMA stafferzzz.
yes. i did my best to look very fan-like, kilig and all that jazz. when one of the S-files or one showbiz GMA show asked me during an recorded interview which show i love angel locsin's character the most, i literally stopped to put down the mic and say, ANUBEH. as if alam ko diba. fine, i watch mulawin every now and then. pero naman. malay ko ba kung ano pang shows niya noh. buti if he asked me about sarah geronimo, i could've answered with pride. or not. haha.
the night floated by without me feeling how it went. wala lang. matapos lang. i didn't get starstruck or anything, di ko na-feel yung pagka-artista nila BUT michael de mesa was impressive to say the least. yun ang artista. before the scene he was really internalizing and he acted like a professional (and that means a lot, i guess, considering that this is just a telenovela) unlike gary estrada who was in all his winged plumpness, spewing expletives with every other word he said. he was describing women as if wala siyang nanay na binibigyan galang. as if kase ang gwapo nya e noh. gudlak.
oh, and angel was really nice. she was very accomodating to us her so-called fans. ganun dapat e. not all snotty like this bianca king. feelingera. sungit-sungitan nung may nagpa-autograph sa kanya. HOY SWEETHEART NA TISAY! wala ka kung wala kang fans noh! pare-pareho lang tao, kilabutan ka naman sana. yea i understand we all have our moods, artista or not. but there's this manner we call 'being civil'. she could've at least gone by that. tcha.
deep inside i was really sad for angel and for her fans. it could've been their day. their chance. imagine the happiness the could've filled them all up, both angel and the fans. shempre iba yung may totoong admiration. i'm sure she was flattered that her 'fans' went to her shooting all the way in bulacan just to meet her. but that was all pretension. di naman kami totoong fans nya. peke-pekean lang. sayang naman that her flattery was based on just that. though of course it's definite that she has real admirers existing diba. wala lang. iba lang kase kung totoong fans e. plus yung kilig na mararamdaman nung fans nya should they have been there to shake her hand and beso and chit chat with her kahet for a while. that type of event could have made some fan's life. oh well.
so there. yes, i will be on s-files for probably half a second to look like a longkatuts crazy over alwina.
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just got back from a shoot in cebu. And last night’s destino. And Thursday night’s purple haze. i'll write all about those after showering. Or not kase aalis na pala kame to claim our 3d/2n accommodation in palawan or bohol or davao or cebu or baguio (good Lord, please don’t let it be Baguio) gift certificate.
yey to me and my blogging nerdom.
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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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7:39 pm
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Help make fossil fuels a thing of the past.
Text WWF YES [your name here] to 2366 for Globe (PhP2.50 per SMS sent) or
visit http://www.powerswitch.org.ph/vote.php to let the government know
that you want the Renewable Energy Bill passed into law.
.. for a living planet.
sige na! P2.50 lang, para sa kinabukasan ng mga magiging cute niyong apo! :)
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12:31 am
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grabe na ang creativity ng mga tao.
diet pills named ballerina, ballet dancer, goodliness, lightness, modeling... SAAN KA PA!
like they're so enticing huh. cos i want to look like a ballerina. or not.
BUT HELL I DO WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT! pakshet. 20 friggin' pounds. just want to go back to my old weight. if i were any braver i'd go take bangkok pills.
but i feel saner than to do that (cos i'm sure the change of heartbeat rate and whatnot will affect my work. yeees. concerned.) so i'll just sulk and wish for my fairy godmother to drop by in 5
4
3
2
1
lintek.
ibang level na ng pagka-loser ito.
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Tuesday, January 18th, 2005
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10:56 pm
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for dengdang and our cute friendship. :)
client: just the two of you run your company?
me: yep. cute noh?
cute is the term.
anyway, i don't really have much time to update now. what's new? wala lang. i just feel like blogging thus.... BLOGGA! huh. k. :)
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Friday, January 14th, 2005
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12:14 pm
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Tuesday, January 11th, 2005
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4:55 pm
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i'm feeling all sorts of....... i don't know.
imsofatandi'mnotdoinganythingaboutityuckhowgrosssomuchformyresolutionsbutthenagaintomorrowisanewdayandit'snever
toolateasfornowi'mcravingforsomechickenbarbecueandayummyrevelbarormaybesansrivalandgoodwordsandsomecoherencefor
thearticlei'mabouttowriteshitiwanttostudyprintartsandnonlineardigitaleditingformallyjustbecauseiwanttoattend
aformalschoolbutthepriceisabitsteepespeciallyi'llbesupportingmyselfsomaybeiwillmaybeiwon'tidon'tknowiwanttoshop
iwanttotravelmyneckisitchywhat'supworldi'mfeelingabitsentimentalwherehaveallmyfriendsgonemycrushbeforetextedme
igotkiligbecausei'magirlandgirlsgetkiligbutyuckneveragainheaskedmeoutforlunchididn'treplyiwanttogetdarkerdarker
darkerandthinnerpleasei'mconsideringhavingliposuctionlikereallysavingupforitormaybelipodissolveorwhatever
i'mgonnastartboxingnextweekcosmyallowancewillbecominginthissaturdaysoyeytome.
.0927462% of my brain in a nutshell.
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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9:56 am
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wow. haven't felt like this for so long now...
ecstatic emotions surging.
being in love. i'm in love.
everyday.
merry christmas everyone :)
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
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1:49 pm
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waaaaaaah
just a pair of gold havaianas will make my christmas but noooooooooooo i've searched everywhere, even their warehouse here and there's none!
shet. ang babaw ko. but it's all i'm wanting right now. been wanting. still can't find. pwe.
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Thursday, December 16th, 2004
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3:21 pm
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i'm cutting my hair selma blair short tomorrow and coloring it purple! weeeeeeee!!!!!!!
watch me look like a pig this christmas. a negra baboy wahoooooo!!!
good thing new year's just around the corner, in time for healthy resolutions.. but for now, pile the sugar on!
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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
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12:10 pm
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Friday, October 1st, 2004
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12:35 pm
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i wanna buy something from sephora.
this eyeko fat balm in raspberry.
i dunno if i should get it in raspberry or strawberry.
it's $13.
the lip and cheek stain i've been eyeing for years now has just been removed stila's rack.
buloooooook.
so i'll settle for a toy that i've always wanted to play with.
this fat balm that looks like a gift gate makeup.
hihi.
tagal ko ng di nag-iinarte.
i want a new toy.
and the nivea lip gloss.
yey to cheap thrills :)
anyone going to the US and will be dropping by sephora? pabili!!!!
pls pls pls pls
i'll cornbraid your hair and let you hear me fart.
or not.
hihi. :)
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2:30 am
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haaay...
injured nanaman. i hate this time of the month. i love being a girl but can surely do away with having to perpetually change my napkin as i get pikon cos of my puson and back hurting.
baket kaya sa tagalog, period is called REGLA? is it because REGLA = regular? tapos kapag slang.. regulahh.. reglaa.. thus, regla? hmm.. wala lang. regla is a baho word. mas masaya pa yung tae. TAE TAE TAE. it would be too off to say, "ay regla! nahulog yung phone ko!" or something of the like. tae rocks.
speaking of tae, i pooped this morning. let's go abs herbs! :) yahoooo.. hoping against hope i am cured, constipation be gone.. after all the bua i ate last week. hihi. :)
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for the past week, i've been on an all time low twice. first in the middle of the ocean, second time today, inside the mall. i'm hoping the period is causing these great mood swings cos they sure do suck and i don't want to have to deal with that kind of crappy feeling a lot.
kanina, just like the last time.. i felt a surge of inadequacy fill me up. i felt .. ewan. i can't describe. parang.. ang kulang ko. na hindi ako sapat. i am an insecure person but i usually just don't care pero kanina.. and the last time.. i felt like my insecurities were all i had. that didn't feel too well.
honestly, my days have been sooooooo sweet and sooooooo happy and just... AAHHH!!! nakakasabog sa saya.. i can't complain with all that i've been experiencing.. as a friend who i recently got to talk with said, 'naks.. living the life ha!'.. oo nga. living the life. bliss. bliss. bliss. i run out of words trying to explain or even just attempt to illustrate how much kasayahan i am in. so what hole of dung did i fall into? ahhh.. ewan.
this is the life i have dreamed of. this ecstasy in nothingness.. this love in everything.. this luxury of time.. but i guess after walking on warm, powdery sand and feeling the comforting heat of the sun exciting my senses to zen, i will (and did) stumble along the jagged rocks that come a few miles after..
and wake up.
to realize that as an independent 21 yr. old being, this dream of a life i'm living is something i can't afford. well not yet, anyway. considering how much i actually earn and how much i should earn and save, i'd have to say i fall into the crime of theft of extravagance. eating out and celebrating to the nines when i wouldn't even normally eat that much and shouldn't cos i've fucking gained much weight enough to make me feel like a log (which is bad. i don't want to be thin. i just don't want to feel sluggish. like this. this sucks.), traveling when i don't even have a real home -- in the fullest sense of the word -- to return to, buying things that i don't really need when i can't even clean after the junk i've already collected, watching movies when i know the movie is probably not worth it anyway.. blah blah blah. mga kiliti sa palad ko.. drilling a hole in my pocket, leaving a few coins to create a clanking noise, echoing the balance of my economy. (i have P1.53 in my atm ang cute.)
then it's all downhill from there. from what i should be doing to what i'm not doing, from how much is in my bank account (or how much is NOT) to the cheques i should be expecting but haven't done anything to make those mine, aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... ang dami. thoughts are running at a turbulent speed and i'm left to eat the dust and feel like someone who's posing to go after her passion yet... eto. naglalakad ng kay bagal bagal na parang walang plano sa buhay.
hay. no means. skwater.
after all the ranting and the self-bashing, i'm still not letting my kite of hope go. i'm keeping a firm grasp on my thread and still making my kite soar high, hoping the wind will be on my side.
yea, i'll wait. and will get off my ass and work. i'm young i know and shouldn't feel pressured but at the same time, i realize the situation that i'm in. i have to support myself. i have to make enough money to support myself. it's a do or die thing.
haaaaaaayyyy... so yea. i should be going back to work now. meet all my deadlines which i've been putting off. and 120lbs, see you soon! :)
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mahal kita.
sobra.
sobra sobra sobra sobra.
iba.
iba ka.
ang galing mo.
saya mo.
at kung di ko nasasabi pa ng sapat,
mahal kita.
sobra.
sobra sobra sobra sobra.
pasensya na kung minsan..
bagot. tahimik. masungit.
"what else am i supposed to say?" moments.
mapag-isa.
ipagpaumanhin..
di ko sinasadya..
sabe nga nila..
parang gulong,
umiikot.
ganun lang talaga siguro.
pero sana, alam mo..
at nadadama mo..
kung gano kita kamahal.
kahit na ako mismo..
di ko na maintindihan..
kung hanggang saan..
kung aling himpapawid na ang narating
ng pagmamahal ko sa'yo..
nalampasan na kasi ng kaya kong intindihin..
masyado ng malawak..
malayo..
pasensya na.
basta,
mahal kita.
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God bless us all. :) Amen. :)
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12:59 am
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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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8:32 pm
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baaaaaaaack!!!!! :) negra nanamannnnn!!! yahooooo!!!!!!! :) :) wala.. nothing beats siargao.. paraiso talaga.
haaaay..
i wanna take bellydancing classes! would anyone know where i could?? basta not south, i can manage siguro.. pls pls.. really wanna take. hihi :) for more fun in life :)
current mood: iced gem biscuits hungry
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